September 2009
1 post
Sep 1st
August 2009
14 posts
Aug 29th
Aug 29th
Aug 29th
There should be a Jewish camp.
rawrrmeagan: morganfreeman: With ovens and gas chambers. LMAO OMG id love that camp! id be a camp counselor! :D
Aug 29th
Aug 27th
1,599 notes
I'll be off for a couple days.
rawrrmeagan: My dad had a heart attack and I’m not up to blogging etc. etc. etc. He’s fine so far, he’s sedated but breathing fine. but I’ll be gone for a little bit. hope it all ends well. ive gone through the same shit before. ill keep u and ur family in my prayers
Aug 12th
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Aug 12th
“Anger is the most impotent of passions. It effects nothing it goes about, and...”
– Carl Sandburg (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via swiffkilla)
Aug 5th
170 notes
7934.) I'm scared that I might never find love.
swiffkilla: (via blogsecret)
Aug 5th
213 notes
“The worst loneliness is to not be comfortable with yourself”
– Mark Twain (via patriciarc) (via swiffkilla)
Aug 5th
16 Days♥
Aug 5th
17 days~
Aug 4th
WOOOO 18 DAYS!
Aug 3rd
Aug 3rd
90 notes
July 2009
32 posts
I really fucking hate homophobes.
rawrrmeagan: GDIAFF,YPOS. OH, AND SINCE THEY’RE TOO FUCKING STUPID TO UNDERSTAND THAT IT MEANS GO DIE IN A FUCKING FIRE, YOU PIECE OF SHIT. besides the fact homophobes are just ppl not secure with their sexuality or just do it cus others say gay ppl are evil.
Jul 30th
What's your name spelled backwards?
rawrrmeagan: anthonymichaelrojas: sajor leahcim ynohtna yenrof imoan nagaem YEAH, I MOAN IS IN MAH NAME.  >_> WOW i feel sorry with ppl with naomi in their name >.>;;;;; tsuaf mailliw nitsua
Jul 30th
The gift of friendship... a willingness to...
rawrrmeagan: (via anthonymichaelrojas)
Jul 29th
7299.) I hoped that I'd never see you again.....
swiffkilla: (via blogsecret) ive actually felt this a few times ._.
Jul 29th
Jul 29th
7281.) it's sad when, at the end of the day all...
swiffkilla: (via blogsecret)
Jul 28th
104 notes
Jul 28th
Watchin Miss March :3
this movie is funny as shit
Jul 28th
ListenLove this song :3
Jul 28th
Jul 28th
Jul 28th
Party school...
My college was just raised to the #1 party school -.-;;;; great.
Jul 27th
Sometimes I wish I could kick Tumblarity in the...
(via rawrrmeagan) lawls, u have fun with that
Jul 27th
Jul 27th
7249.) I want someone to love me. To fully, truely...
swiffkilla: (via blogsecret) If only this could come true.
Jul 27th
310 notes
WAIT, WHAT?
rawrrmeagan: On 30 June 2009 Swedish software company Global Gaming Factory X AB announced its intention to buy The Pirate Bay for 60 million Swedish crowns ($7.8 million). Global Gaming Chief Executive Hans Pandeya commented on the site’s future by saying “We would like to introduce models which entail that content providers and copyright owners get paid for content that is downloaded via the...
Jul 27th
8 notes
I feel loved when… The Five Love Languages My Primary Love Language is Physical Touch My Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 10Quality Time: 8Words of Affirmation: 8Acts of Service: 3Receiving Gifts: 1 About this quiz Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around...
Jul 27th
Jul 27th
“i’m a true believer so don’t give up the fight.”
– (via odorichip) (via swiffkilla)
Jul 27th
I HAVE SOUR GUMMY WORMS
rawrrmeagan: I still have a headache though.  That’s lame.  BUT SOUR GUMMY WORMS ARE WIN. bastard… i want gummy worms ; ;
Jul 26th
Jul 26th
pissed off as all hell. i give up on ppl. still smell like smoke from the fire. and i have so much anger going inward its killing me.
Jul 26th
Ugh
just got back from the fire. Hope the building is ok.
Jul 25th
Ugh. today needs to get better :( bah.
Jul 25th
depressed. o joy. thinkin crystal is losing interest in me. just mind goin down hill. woo~
Jul 25th
yay finally home~~~ so happy tro be out of the OC, it gets annoying after awhile lol specially when no one back home tlks to u :/ specially ur gf >.< meh its whatevs. back to the same old song and dance ^^ just tryin to make it by day by day~
Jul 24th
Who I am, wish my exs could read it but o wells
I know know the full extenets of my body and mind. I know my flaws and my strong points. I kno that I am a strong person when I need to be and that I am a leader when i see that no one else is able to lead the group. I kno that I am religious no matter what others think, i just keep it to myself and dont try to portray my ideals onto others, they need to choose themselves. I know that I’m a...
Jul 17th
going to the OC again with Vinnie tomorrow! ugh be back in a week -.-;;;; lol went to the movies today with crystal hoping ppl still txt me while im down there >.<; keep in touch :D and finally got a country song on my myspace :O might lead into me listening to country >.< o wells here to nothin! lol and planning my germany trip for next summer! cant fucking wait!
Jul 17th
zomssssssssssssss
zomg tired wooo sgvlkadfsgsd gdf g df g ds dfgdfsgdghdfhgd tryin to keep mysdelf up~~~~~~~ dont care bout spelling :Q iunno bored as hell tryin to stay up for FFXI Lv73 2 lvls left to go ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Hvaing a great time with Crystal. Medicine making me regret shit with Lauren and Sammi but thats bout it. letting me move on slowly too just torched my junior prom...
Jul 14th
First day in 2 weeks i actually took my medicine. it kicked me in the nuts to say the least after it started kicking in >.< besides the fact i took 20 instead of 100. thought of sammi this mornin and my mind is dancing between her and lauren. which confuses me cus i hate the former and miss the later. Im goin through another depression cycle as of late becoming increasily more and more...
Jul 11th
got new forums started out. Playin with em. Went out and swam with Paul Singh and Vinnie today :D was hella fun lol
Jul 6th
days getting worse and worse as the summer goes on my parents are starting to break me and im bout to snap back they wont let me get my piercing till december then bring up one of the closest ppl that helped raise me and insult him just really getting worse and worse for me in this fuckin house…. if i could i think id just run away… no one in this fuckin household would miss...
Jul 2nd
June 2009
8 posts
sigh
Finally home <3 Ugh one of my close friends hitting on me >.< smoker ew. Miss some ppl. others more than others. bah bah bah saw the hangover today with crystal. fun times but meh could have been better. finally given up on carin for those i dont tlk to ne more. so its blah need to make more friends from PSU or somethin cus im gettin lonely at my house all the time. have to wait...
Jun 30th
“I swear by God this sacred oath: That I Shall render unconditional obedience...”
– German Army Pledge
Jun 26th
meh
This is the lowest ive been for awhile. Scared crystal is leaving. Thinking bout Lauren. Even so down im thinking of where i fucked up with sammi. god damn i hate depression. just wish someone would talk to me. and for me to stop being useless…
Jun 24th