First day in 2 weeks i actually took my medicine. it kicked me in the nuts to say the least after it started kicking in >.< besides the fact i took 20 instead of 100.
thought of sammi this mornin and my mind is dancing between her and lauren. which confuses me cus i hate the former and miss the later.
Im goin through another depression cycle as of late becoming increasily more and more bored with the things that kept me entertained because they just really dont pose as a challenge to me any more.
I just wish this shit could even out cus im tired of always being the one at fault in my house or the one to blame for others.
think imma give up on video games awhile and start working out. trying to sell my desktop now and we’ll see how that progresses ^^
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